Sunday, June 22, 2008

Surreal experience

Interesting week end...

They showed my testimony video at church. I was kind of prepared for it, but not really... I am not sure if it makes sense. I felt uncomfortable being this vulnerable in front of so many people. At the same time, it was VERY liberating to just be able to share what God had done for me during this hard time.

The funny thing is that I wasn't that nervous while shooting the testimony, and most people were commenting on how brave I was. I don't think it has anything to do with bravery. For me, the hardest part WAS to start asking for help... but I knew I had to if I wanted to get better. That is really what I wanted to get across. To quote myself (lol):

"asking for help didn't mean that I was weak, asking for help just meant that I needed help!".

I pray that this video touches at least one person, and that whoever that person is, feels the courage to step out in faith, starts finding comfort in God, and the people HE has placed in his/her life. It doesn't really matter if I know who that person is, I just pray that it helped someone.

Yes, I still have doubts, questions, and difficulties, but I also have God. We all have God!

EED

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