My heart is taking a Sabbath

My brave little heart… full of scars, but still beating.

My heart is so happy that I am making all kinds of new friends, and learning new things everyday. My heart is always kind of sad on Thursdays, because it wants to be at the corner of Main St and Helena, but it can't. My heart loves it when I help others, even when my brain has no idea of why I am saying or doing things sometimes. My heart loves it when I try new things, things completely outside my usual comfort zone…

Despite all that, my heart is not ready for a new relationship yet. It is funny, because many of friends ask me: "So, have you found a man yet?". I just smile and say: "No, not yet..". My heart is not hurting anymore, at least I don't think so. I am happy to say that it is healing very well. It is just taking a Sabbath, a very long Sabbath… I have not been on a first date since 2003!!! I was in a long relationship in between, so it is not as bad as it sounds. My heart is having so much fun doing other things!

I don't worry about "finding someone" anymore. I know it will happen. My friend SS told me that he can actually see the day when I would come up to him and say "Hey! Guess what?!?! I met someone special...". He also said, I would be giggling when I said that...nice touch!… but sorry man, I don't giggle…(do I???)

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Note: I sometimes joke that I will go on a date with ANYONE who is as passionate about the tv show LOST as I am... (so many themes...man of science vs. man of God, naturalism vs. theism...come on! awesome show!!!!)